when i grow up
by tuesday, 1996
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and i lost intro
01:01
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falling leaves and lucky strikes
red brick roads and first love
wide eyed and young , wide eyed and young
if i could go back and fix it all for you i would
front row seats and holding hands
plastic chair and curious youth
medal badge and dying youth
if i could go back and fix it for you i would
light grey suit and broken dreams
painful lies and deadly deceit
constant tears and shaking arms
if i could go back and fix it for everyone i would
where did the time go?
where did the time go?
where did i go?
where did i go?
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thinking interlude
00:17
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and walk until i feel
01:42
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i don't care
i just want to feel alright again
i want to find a road
an unexplored road
and walk until
i feel like i did
when i was young
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light blue air
00:58
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light blue air vanishes
these panic attacks are holding me back
these panic attacks are holding me back
neon waves of lost youth
i wonder where i will be when i make my father proud
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sunflowers
03:18
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sunflowers why are you so scared tonight?
i found you a spot in my room
sunflowers will you grow up tonight?
it's just the seeds in yr mind
it's just the seeds in yr mind
sunflowers don't give yourself a stroke
sunflowers don't drink yourself to death
its just the seeds in yr mind
its just the seeds in yr mind
sunflowers the sun will come up today
sunflowers yr meant to grow today
yr losing friends but they weren't meant to stay
yr losing yr mind but it will come back some day
yr losing yr mind but it will come back some day
sunflowers you were meant to grow today
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about
these songs are recorded during episodes of panic, severe depression or anxiety. most everything is improvisation.
and just like everything tuesday, 1996 makes, this is purely therapy during episodes of his condition. he got out of a mental ward 7 hours before putting this together.
and just like everything tuesday, 1996 makes, this is purely therapy during episodes of his condition. he got out of a mental ward 7 hours before putting this together.
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released November 17, 2017
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